• Life

    11/11/11: My 11/11 Journey and Guidance for Yours

    Seeing 11:11 There is a phenomena when one begins seeing 11:11 everywhere.  And it is believed to be a significant sign in one’s life. 11 is one of three master numbers (11,22,33) and it is the number of knowledge and intuition.  Angels, God, or the Universe (Whichever you call it) use numbers to communicate with us here in the 3rd dimension. The 11 symbolizes the potential to push the limitations of the human experience into the stratosphere of the highest spiritual perception; the link between the mortal and the immortal; between man and spirit; between darkness and light; ignorance and enlightenment. This is the ultimate symbolic power of the 11.…

  • Life

    An Alternative Suggestion of God

    I grew up going to church with my mother.  Every Sunday we would go, and I took that religion as an adult with a family of my own.  We went religiously, and did the best we could to walk the straight path. But being a christian was exhausting for me. I felt guilty everyday about my downfalls, or ‘sin’.  Everyday I would repent, only to perform the same sin as before: Cursing, getting very angry, gossiping.  I finally got tired of it and decided I didn’t want to live the rest of my life feeling guilty, or ‘condemned’.  I didn’t want to spend the rest of my days saying sorry,…

  • Poetry

    Where are you God?

    Alone with my pain I cry out to you in vain. I only hear myself Only feel myself.   Wish you were here Wish you were my peer. My savior is gone Never was all along   I only have myself My God , myself. I still yearn to pray And let you help me escape.   But prayer is useless This life is ruthless I will sit here and ruminate On the one big mistake   You were with me I was so silly Now I know the truth And it hurts me at the root   I only have myself To wish me well. I can save me…

  • Life

    Dreaded Isolation

    Isolation by definition is  the act of keeping apart from others; the condition of being kept apart from others;  For us, it means being alone. And as human beings we were never meant to be alone (Genesis 2:18). We fill our days with tasks to avoid it.  Such as work, watching television, listening to music, and socialising. We do all this to avoid the quiet sound of alone. We don’t like it because being alone can create feelings of despair, depression, and anxiety.  But even though it isn’t fun or likable, being alone can help us. Sometimes it is necessary for us. In the Bible, there were many times Jesus…

  • Life

    Your Reason for Existing

    Life is good and life is bad.  We have to make a mindful effort to make the best of it everyday.  One of the best ways to live a happy life is to find your dream or purpose for living, and start doing it.  Mark Twain said “The two most important days in life are the day you are born and the day you discover the reason why.”  Most people live their whole lives, never knowing their purpose for being here  because figuring out your meaning and purpose is very puzzling. I have grappled with this myself for some time.  Just when I thought I figured it out, things happened…